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 Last Night I Went To the Map of the World 
and I Have Messages for You 
 
America says it has misplaced your number. 
I wasn't comfortable giving it out. I said 
I'd let you know. 
 
Africa's Birthday is this weekend. 
There's a party. No gifts. 
             Just come. 
 
If you're planning to go, Greece wants  
to know if it can get a lift. Awkwardly 
                      so does Turkey. 
 
Russia wanted me to say The worm knows 
the cabbage but the worm dies first. 
I have no idea what that means. Do you? 
 
Japan looked really uncomfortable all night 
but never spoke. Is something going on? 
 
Ireland asked to be remembered. 
I sang to it for you. 
 
I didn't get to connect with Europe 
but, as the French say, Isn't that just 
                 too bad. 
 
Is that everyone? Oh yes, the oceans. 
They asked what they always ask 
and I promised I'd repeat it, 
          Why do you never call? 
          When are you coming home?
 
 
ONE MILLION YEARS BC   
 
The oceans were hot  
and spat toothy fish into the air  
like olive pits. Mountains 
drooled florescent paint,  
valleys filled with loose change  
and lost sunglasses. In the jungles  
great lizards walked on two feet,  
carried flasks of warm lava, 
and lied and lied and lied.  
Cats with knives for teeth  
stalked each other under skies 
crowded with sharp birds calling  
"Oh, baby!"  The trees wore 
bad tattoos and dropped handbags  
full of money on the ground.  
At night nothing walked,  
the moon hissed at the ocean,  
and the stars held each other  
at gunpoint. 
 
 
Story   
 
- Bodrum Turkey, May 2001  
 
 
Listen, I want to tell you something ordinary;  
the sun was setting when I started out, his house  
was on the other side of the pasture, cows  
like ships were tugging the field toward night  
while the quick head of a rooster nodded red  
among daisies. In Turkish the daisy is papatya.  
A star is yildiz. Many stars are yildizlar.  
There were thirteen in the palm of the sky,  
evening's first bid. I held out and kept walking.  
 
 
I was visiting a man who believed in the stories  
of stories, that no truth could be fully told  
without telling of the day it was learned.  
"I am going to teach you something to prove  
you were here" he said and showed me  
to the kitchen. It was a monk's kitchen, a place  
where only one thing is done and quietly.  
In the cupboard were two plates, in the drawer  
two settings.  
 
 
He set a narrow pot on the stove, measuring  
into it a cup of water and two spoons  
of coffee the color of earth, kahvesi.  
Lighting the burner he told me to stir gently  
without pausing or slowing down. Like calling  
something old from a cave;  you don't stop  
before it enters the light or it turns back.  
 
 
The work was hypnotic, the details of the room  
seeming to soften in their peripheral orbits.  
Dimly I heard him ask if I could see foam yet.  
I could, though I saw it as something else;  
I was spinning a planet now, a black  
planet with black oceans toiling as muddy  
continents whirled from their depths.  
Together we watched as islands converged  
and hove upward. "Now" he said, cutting  
the flame, as though putting out the sun.  
 
 
Two cups, finjan, waited on a table. He  
sat while I carried the pot. And this  
is when I learned what I need to tell;  
as I poured, little bubbles like wooden  
beads boiled up and clung to the edges  
of each cup. The man leaned forward  
and with his finger poked them out  
one at a time. "The old women" he said  
"believe the bubbles are eyes. We must  
never let them see this world".  
 
 
Meddling   
 
Before I wrote poems I meddled.  
As a boy I would dress the dog  
in my clothes and get my parents  
to fight over who I resembled.  
I told my brothers there was  
no gravity and watched them flail  
their short arms as they bounced  
around the ceiling. Once I tore  
a page from the kitchen calendar  
and nothing happened for a month,  
though I don't really remember it.  
What turned me around was a night  
in my eighteenth summer spent  
watching old movies. I was tuning  
our black & white when I touched  
the glass and found it soft and wet.  
Fitting my fingers into the frame  
it came away in my hands like yolk.  
The people in the film stopped  
talking and looked around, startled.  
I got ready for them to be angry 
but instead they just stood there;  
the man scratching his forehead  
with the sight of his empty gun,  
the woman smoothing her skirts,  
unable to face me, my terrible colors. 
 
 
© 2004 Brendan Constantine 
 
 
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